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About Me Member Programmer Mark Morlock29/Male/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 1 Year
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Why is it so hard to relate to people?

Tue Sep 1, 2009, 10:19 AM
I don't try to piss people off, disrespect them or ruin their day. I only ever wanted to be allowed to be myself with all my flaws whether they be visible or not. I haven't been the greatest success at anything because I stopped believing in myself thanks in large part to the people to which I've related. I know this is not a fair statement but I feel it to be true more than not. It's not fun to feel this alone but I do nonetheless. I don't ask people for pity I ask for kindness and respect. I'm more angry at society for how it's treated me than I can be at any individual but I don't feel like I can trust anyone and that's more aggravating than anything else.

  • Listening to: Disturbed "Inside the Fire"
  • Reading: The Twilight Novels
  • Playing: Odin Sphere

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I enjoy drawing but am best at designing weapons for some odd reason. I would like to get better at it than I am currently so lots more practice is in order. My favorite animes include Naruto, Ah! My Goddess, Yu-gi-oh, Wolf's rain, Full Metal Panic, Full Metal Alchemist, Pokemon, Fruits Basket, and Neon genesis Evangelion to name a few.

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  • Current Residence: Glendale Arizona
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: Large
  • Interests: Drawing, movies, music, cartoons, anime, traveling, foreign languages, reading, writing, video games
  • Favourite movie: Memento, House on Haunted Hill, Silence of the Lambs, Nightmare on Elm Street series,
  • Favourite band or musician: Disturbed, Evanescence, Vanessa Carlton, Christina Aguilera,
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock and Classical
  • Favourite artist: M.C. Escher
  • Favourite poet or writer: Emerson, Thoreau, Dickinson, Dickens, Tolstoy, Dostoevski, Goodkind, Weis/Hickman, Piers Anthony,etc
  • Favourite photographer: My mom
  • Favourite style of art: Renaissance
  • Operating System: I use windows but I like Linux
  • MP3 player of choice: Ipod
  • Favourite game: Final Fantasy 8,9,X, XI, XII
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2,3, XBox360
  • Favourite cartoon character: Keichi Morisato
  • Personal Quote: "The future is yours." The World is Not Enough
  • Tools of the Trade: Microsoft Visual Studio, DevC++ studio, Netbeans IDE, paper, pencils, voice recorder

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:iconkatfood25:
Thanks for the :+devwatch:!

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:iconmechangel2002:
Thanks for watching!

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:icondpragan:
Thank you for the devwatch! :)

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~Of course failure is not an option, it's a result!

~Despite what they say, reality is in the eyes of the beholder, and therefore up for grabs!
:iconmattwilson83:
Thanx for watching :wave:

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Hate me not for the plotlines I weave, but for the cliffhangers that precede me :D
:iconmaboroshii:
Thank you for the watch :heart:

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too troublesome to be original
:iconstormschutze:
Thanks a lot for :+devwatch: !

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Nu, pogadi, Kim Possible!! :katana:
"I see the better and acknowledge it, but I follow the worse."
"Any problem on Earth can be solved with the careful application of high explosives." - Colonel Mertz von Quirnheim.
:iconchastityangel:
thank you very much for the watch! :)

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Tomorrow will take us away
Far from home
No one will ever know our names
But the bards' songs will remain
Tomorrow will take it away
The fear of today
It will be gone
Due to our magic songs
:iconloulines:
Thanks for the :+devwatch:! :D

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"Out of sight, out of mind..."
Despondency, Different and Original... that's my middle names...
Always say: Please and Arigato! :boogie:
:icondragonlegna:
Thank you very much for the watch! :D

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Those who carry the dragon blood of memory, spread your prideful wings and roar whole-heartedly; your home is here, lies deep inside our heart.
:iconeddragon:
Thanks for the watch dude =)

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Proud and so glorious,
standing before of us,
our souls will shine bright in the sky.
When united we come
to the land of the sun,
with the heart of a Dragon we ride!!

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